Mayfield - Do You Miss Me?

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I feel forgotten, left behind
In the wake of your new born life
There’s such a distance between us
It’s so hard to say this
I won’t force myself to make this right
We’re hanging by a thread
We all feel the same way
Longing for that perfect past to repeat itself
We forged a bond since birth, but I let this fade away
I’m just an afterthought of your memories and all that we used to be
We used to sit and talk
That’s all gone now
So I split the branch from stalk, and watch the dead limb fall like feathers to
the ground
The steps I was meant to walk in washed away
So I walk alone along this winding road
Fuck the way things are today; I miss your loving arms
But you made a bed with another love and I just can’t match that
My only wish would be to have another year in that fucking house
But you made a choice and now those memories rot in the back of my head
I don’t want to have to force myself to your door, cause now all I feel is
resentment
Are you even missing me at all?
I want to know
Are you even listening at all now?
It’s got me clawing at my skin
The tears will never hit the floor again
Over matters I cannot control
Does it matter if I can’t fill that hole?
Because I’d rather leave it empty, for when your hear needs to come home
I’ll keep the void as small, as the space between our doors
I’ll always be your little boy
With the smiling face you can remember but haven’t seen in years
I miss you father, my king of hearts
But I have to be the man I am
Even if we stray apart